This is my view for now. Well, from yesterday but it's much the same today. Dull then bright then dull then bright. It feels good to write again and it's always good to be surrounded by books.

Missing.

I think Diet Cherry Coke fizzes louder than normal Diet Coke. I feel very switched on and focused lately. Happy. But tonight I would do anything for a cuddle and a long sleep together.

Today.

Automatic #5

A funny sort of having it all and aching and then not really growing fruit properly but still dying to eat it. And never really worrying about dying but thinking about people and what they do when they get home then crying and walking down the path drinking juice and playing with really big balloons that are so big they carry cars and rocks and never burst because they are so strong and bright.